its been over 2 months. ive been keeping it in but i cant anymore. i miss you so much. losing someone and thinking about not seeing you for the rest of my life is not something i want. all i have are some pictures of you and thats it.
i wont see your smiles anymore and youre not going to call me on the phone to say hi to me. youre not going to hug me anymore.
ive lost you completely.
i wish we had more time together. i love you. i hope to see you soon though. i miss you a lot. more than you imagine. i just really want to see you one more time before i die.